Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in Luna the Moonlight Lynx's LiveJournal:

Saturday, November 3rd, 2001
5:11 pm	I'm guessing if your reading this your either looking to see how stupid I am to write again in it or are just looking for a laugh. Well too bad, I am gonna post on it. You know, I'm glad this is all out in a way. It's over done with. Most of you probably either hate me or pity me. I don't want either of it. I don't wish to seem like an evil thing, cause I'm not. I don't want to be pitied. Save that for someone else. I'm not asking for anyone to agree or disagree with me. I don't care anymore. *shrugs* Bet you think I'm a bitch now. I really don't care. Oh, not that anyone will believe me, but I really am happy to see that Raz and Myral are getting married. Laters. Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Monday, October 29th, 2001
3:16 pm	The end of this... I don't know, I might just give up on love all together. I'm never going to ever have it right. Never will I fall in true love and be happy. It's never going to happen... Sure I could just settle with someone who loves me, but I want to love them truely and wholely. So I guess I'll just sit here crying for the rest of my days. I love Ramza, but that will never happen. Maybe I should just let go, disregard his love for me. My love for him. I'm just going to be more and more hurt as each day passes by. More and more untill I die of the shattered heart I have. It's not like I deserve a love, maybe it ain't worth it, but I want to find out. I want to find true love. People say I'm like Serena from Sailor Moon, but unlike her, I won't have a Tuxedo Mask. I won't have someone who fated to always be with me. I shall die without ever anything. Maybe even my hope is useless, it's never to happen most likly... Is it so hard that all I ask for is to be loved? And for I to love back? Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: "Strange Little Girl" Tori Amos (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 28th, 2001
9:43 pm	Check with the goddess of love for further information... I'm kinda depressed right now... Thing suck right now. I'm thinking about my Ramza. You see, I love him and I want him, but I'll never ever ever ever ever ever have him. I already know. It's like someone gave me a sheet of paper and in huge black letters it had the word: FAIL on it. Okay, that didn't happen, but still. It's hopeless. He's gonna marry her for gods sake! Waaaah. When I think of him, I see him smiling, kissing me softly and him saying how much he loves me. He's apart of me, I want him to be even moreso, not just magickly. He loves me and he asks nothing of me but my love for him, which I gladly will always give. It's like for all the times Tory asked me to do this or that, Ramza asks only if I love him and then kisses me as I say yes. He's so sweet and perfect... Yes, I do realize that I'm a silly little warm hearted girl who easily falls in love, but I don't know... So this is the big picture: Ramza Loves Myral and has for a long time. They plan to meet soon. Maybe even marry. Myral Loves several others somewhat, but is very in love with Ramza. Ramza Loves Luna for a while and he cares very much for her. Luna Loves Ramza terribly much and even though is heartbroken, won't leave him. Luna is very heartbroken since she knows Ramza will most likly choose Myral and leave her. He's broken her heart already and she still is very in love with him, but he loves her too and won't let her go. Ramza is terribly confused as to what to do. Myral is suspious. End of big picture... Is it so much of me to ask that for once in my pathetic life that I am happy? As I've said before, my life is a bitch. Things never go the way I want them to. So maybe this is why I lie in my bed at night crying from the wake dreams I have... No they aren't nightmeres, just dreams of Ramza and me together and then when he'll leave me... Please let something happen soon... I can't take this anymore... Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: "I could be the one" Larger than life (Comment on this)